crikey

so.. its been tough... but I am so thankful for my parents..
I have been on a bit of a emotional rolarcoaster the last month and things finally came to a big ugly head this weekend. I just about lost it... yesterday was bad too.
but i think if i just stop, breath, and do not react to my 3 year old things will get better.
He is not going to school in September. My mummy instinct says he is not ready. I dont really care what is SW says, I know my son. He is not ready. He told me he was scared of school.. and when he says that, i believe him. I am not going to put down his fears. I love him, he is my son, and I will do what is best for him.
As for baby Kennah.. oy. Teething much? She has become a little drama princess too.. which is cute and annoying. 
We are a house of 3 first borns.. heaven help me if i ever have a baby. Oy vey.

ok i need to go make our bed and then shower. I have like 45 min before i have to go pick up baby from her visit. Then, hopefully, nap time.