Thats been my week.. nothing but day after day of crapyness.
I know I should be thankful for what we have, but I just can't find that thankful spot in my heart right now.
That and I have a 3 year old who is bent on ticking me off at every available opportunity. *sigh*
Part of my problem is that I feel like I failed him. All my life I wanted to home school my kids, because of the awful experience school was for me. But I am so scared to do that with Shel because I don't think I can keep up with him. I am also worried about enrolling him in school before the adoption is final because his birthmom could find out where he is.
We took a class on moving kids on to adoption yesterday. It was interesting, but irrlevent. I was hoping for more of an explanation as to the whole adoption process but that didnt happen.
Hey I am pretty proud of myself right now.. I have typed this whole post with a monkey on my lap not looking down at the keyboard. Woot! Go me!
And I think that's happy note to end this post on.
That and I have to go get baby M ready for her visit with her daddy.. i just hope he shows up because I am going to be pissed if I have to walk over there in the rain for no reason.
Have a wonderful day!
*edit* just got a call from the worker that her dad did not show up for his ride... Its now been more then 2 weeks since he has seen his baby girl.. I really hope it bothers him but I also hope he knows this is not going to help him get her back any faster. Yet another reason why teens should not be parents.
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